trial and error

everyday this month has been worse than the previous.  i always thought that the Hidden Dungeon was the worst that it could get, however, the merry month of November proved that Murphy's law is indeed true: if something can go wrong, it will.  at the worst possible moment.

i always managed to get through life with a smile on my face by generally finding things funny.  like laughing when i get eaten alive during case reports.  or when i leave THE URN on the seat and forget about it.  or smiling like crazy to GALMA people then laughing when they leave.  however, the past week, this default laughter when everything goes wrong failed me when i burst into....TEARS!   not just one episode, but THREE TEARFUL TIMES at the baranggay health worker's cave.

it's really a good thing that there are all these crazy elves that god must have sent down for my sanity.  they gave these wonderful pieces of advice.

1.  just do PAL at APL, we can lur anytime you want.
2.  don't do your best.
3.  you really don't need to quit, you need time off.
4.  you can't do anything about it, just walk on by.
5.  have a social life.  go out with chorvs.
6.  suck it up. (hence the name of this blog.)  if all else fails, fuck it up.  or, fuck!

as a creative outlet, (yet another advice), i was also encouraged to do blogging.  hence, here i am.  welcome to the wonderful world of blogging.