because i am the ultimate push over, i am now writing a blog after my long sabbatical...thanks to the nudge of special agent.
i post a query: have you you every felt so sad and dissatisfied that the sadness and dissatisfaction just sticks to you like saran wrap and that you don't notice it anymore? until you find that nothing perks you up further.
what to do, what to do?
no connection. random thoughts only.
and on the random thought train...to my friends, thanks for the aging tribute.
the writer in me has decayed.
DECAYED! AHAHAHAHAHA thanks for introducing this new term we can now use in our whining. there are people who find women wrapped in saran wrap while being blowtorched hot.
ReplyDeletesee, in just a few seconds, THWO THOMMENTS agad! AHAHAHAHAHA! NTTT!!!!
ReplyDeleteyes, both from the same paper. i love saran wrap. and aluminum foil. and brown bags. hahaha.
ReplyDeletesame person pala. in pure confusion, my thoughts were thoroughly attached to paper.
ReplyDeletedecayed! tinalo pa ang prune/dried fruits analogy! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA.
ReplyDeleteyes i had that feeling of sadness too. saran wrap! parang preemie na bagong hango sa DR! wahahahahahahaha. and for that i kind of thought i needed zoloft...buth then wise friends told me it was just due to ano...hormonal imbalance. which i think...is mostly true! AHAHAHA.
ReplyDeleteBut remember, it's the same plastic wrap that will keep you fresh. It may be someone or something that will remove that sadness & dissatisfaction from you. And when you'll realize that, you will cherish that you went through it, because it may never happen again. And that may be the time, you'll decay... (Am I making sense?)
ReplyDeleteOmg may eureka moment na naman ako. In fairness all this bumhood and partying leads you to all sorts of interesting people baka magasawa na ko sa december! Anyhoo was just talking to my friend. Diba well be going to sg on sept. And may isa pa pala siyang agenda. Shes gonna look for a job there. Shes like, wala i just need to try something new. Yun lang. Try something else. Have a break have kitkat. Although in med the mainstream way of doing things is really just stick to the path. The long boring path. Na may deadline ang lahat. Residency by this time. Fellowship by this time. Consultant by this time. Who cares?
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